Stop
Take a look back.
All those times,
playing in the sandbox,
thinking things would always be that way.
Just living simply and
having fun.
Making wonderful memories,
like that day you were just on
the swing for hours.
Or when you went out for ice cream
and it melted all over you,
Or maybe the blow-up pool?
The sprinkler too.
Its hard to believe it was so long ago.
Then there was movies and sleepovers,
and just chilling.
Later on it was dates
or just driving somewhere,
simply because you could.
Then all the hard work started.
Studying, trying to make a living.
Next, the day you moved out.
Mom cried while dad was congr
Emotional wounds
Heal like physical wounds
They just take more time
But how long can it take?
We sit here day by day
We try go get over it
But every time
We think were out
But we get dragged
Right back in
I know youre
Not TRYING to
Hurt me but
This time its too much
Please can you stop being
So sweet
Just long enough for me
To get over you?
Ive had enough
But you dont see that do you?
Im all alone arent I?
You dont understand me
And because you didnt
Accept me
I dont think you ever will
I know you said it to everyone,
But is it okay
To think it was special
When you said it to me?
You know how I feel
And you wrote it anyway
Are you just playing with me?
Am I your little game?
Because I know you dont
Feel the same
So accept my feelings
Or leave me be
Because I cant forget about you
Its really hurting me
Its not just you
Its every guy
Ive ever felt for
Its always one-sided
Whats wrong with the other?
Am I the one with the problem?
Please tell me?
Are we friends or not?
Dont lead me on the way you did
Being so nice and just
Making me think you wer
Hiding in the bushes.
No one is around.
They can't steal It from me this time!
I start running toward It.
Oh No!
Someone else has spotted It!
They know im trying to get It.
We're both racing to It.
Whose gonna get it first?
Who will open that shell
And reap It's reward?
Wait.
What's This?
I passed It!
I look Back and they're putting It into the basket!
I ran right past It.
Deep in thought!
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This is why I like Halloween better
Rescue Me
Childhood...
Made small mistakes not realizing I dug a hole for myself.
Had help starting it
horrible eating habits.
Few years later the baby came.
Loved it yet resented it
where had all MY attention gone?
To the baby.
Hole got deeper
Started school.
"What did you do today sweetie?"
"I dont remember
deep enough to fit a human
moved on to upper elementary grades,
got lazy with assignments,
didn't do the big science project.
I fell in
Laziness never got fixed.
Just barely passed fifth grade.
Focused on being "popular"
Early junior high sucked
I fell even further
Realized what my dream was
Maybe I'm risi
Stop
Take a look back.
All those times,
playing in the sandbox,
thinking things would always be that way.
Just living simply and
having fun.
Making wonderful memories,
like that day you were just on
the swing for hours.
Or when you went out for ice cream
and it melted all over you,
Or maybe the blow-up pool?
The sprinkler too.
Its hard to believe it was so long ago.
Then there was movies and sleepovers,
and just chilling.
Later on it was dates
or just driving somewhere,
simply because you could.
Then all the hard work started.
Studying, trying to make a living.
Next, the day you moved out.
Mom cried while dad was congr
Emotional wounds
Heal like physical wounds
They just take more time
But how long can it take?
We sit here day by day
We try go get over it
But every time
We think were out
But we get dragged
Right back in
I know youre
Not TRYING to
Hurt me but
This time its too much
Please can you stop being
So sweet
Just long enough for me
To get over you?
Ive had enough
But you dont see that do you?
Im all alone arent I?
You dont understand me
And because you didnt
Accept me
I dont think you ever will
I know you said it to everyone,
But is it okay
To think it was special
When you said it to me?
You know how I feel
And you wrote it anyway
Are you just playing with me?
Am I your little game?
Because I know you dont
Feel the same
So accept my feelings
Or leave me be
Because I cant forget about you
Its really hurting me
Its not just you
Its every guy
Ive ever felt for
Its always one-sided
Whats wrong with the other?
Am I the one with the problem?
Please tell me?
Are we friends or not?
Dont lead me on the way you did
Being so nice and just
Making me think you wer
Hiding in the bushes.
No one is around.
They can't steal It from me this time!
I start running toward It.
Oh No!
Someone else has spotted It!
They know im trying to get It.
We're both racing to It.
Whose gonna get it first?
Who will open that shell
And reap It's reward?
Wait.
What's This?
I passed It!
I look Back and they're putting It into the basket!
I ran right past It.
Deep in thought!
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This is why I like Halloween better
A word thats meaning has been sickly twisted.
To be described as beautiful you put strange powders and liquids on your face.
You have to do extra work.
But what about those apathetic to make up?
Others define them as ugly.
Just for their appearance, while on the inside they are the most beautiful people you will meet. Shunned for their appearance.
Strive for inner beauty
Look for it in others
And dont judge until you know
It is the tangle of legs and the midnight kiss,
And the singer's song of nightly bliss,
That draws me ever closer my sweet,
And curls the tips of my dancer's feet.
I sense the laugh and hear the smile,
I hope this time it'll last a while,
For too long have we waited in vain,
Far too afraid of imaginary pain.
I feel your breath upon my ear,
And feel the slightest twinge of fear,
Though my eyes threaten to overflow,
As you whisper softly, "I love you so."
I brush your cheek with trembling fingers,
Your sighing kiss ever lingers,
How many times has a story like ours,
Filled the loneliness of empty hours?
I roll on my back and you
well im basically just a random crazy girl thats kind of all to me... if you wanna get to know more dont hesitate to talk to me ^_^
Current Residence: a house deviantWEAR sizing preference: clothes Print preference: paper Favourite genre of music: um... pie? Favourite photographer: um... my camera? Favourite style of art: the kind thats artistic Operating System: uh my hand? MP3 player of choice: ipod!!! Shell of choice: the ones on the beach Wallpaper of choice: purple paint =D Skin of choice: um... the one growing on my body? Favourite cartoon character: um kyoko mogami Personal Quote: ano ang gusto mo?
hey all so im sorry everytime i start a journal i always start apologizing that im never on...
but yeah ive been getting cuaght up in LIFE :O
and school
and marching band
so i havent really done anything to worthy of a new pic or anything but i will try to upload makeup looks! so look out for those :) i love you allll
sorry im never on here DX
but yeah its been a while :D
and i realize all the stuff i have is crap and im not really into drawings or poems anymore :/ i mean i have written something maybe like a couple weeks ago but its crap DX but yeah since my last update which was absolutely FOREVER ago ive gotten more into makeup as an ART but im not sure if you guys would want me constantly uploading random pictures of my eyes that were taken on my cellphone... BUT maybe i will put them up once i do more artsy type looks :D
but yeah things have been very rollercoaster-ish for me this past year but im glad its ver :D i cant wait for next year so i can